What is WRONG with me?!
Although I think I know what I want in life, I just realized I can’t really decide what matters to me. Losing someone whom I think isn’t important hurts me deeply. but the feeling is something that I wish I didn’t have to feel now. It pains so badly even at the thought of you. Your humour has made me grow on you.
Perhaps we were really not meant to be but somehow I sense the slightest glimpse of hope. It’s pretty obvious that you’re on my mind always. Need to focus, no time for unnecessary distractions, especially at this point of my life. I really WANT to KNOW what to do! OMG. I’m always so lost when it comes to relationships!!! I’m such a failure. Have to learn from past mistakes…omg omg..
