realization..
never knowing how it felt or what it would be like. finally understanding or at least knowing a little bit more kinda helps clear the air. i wonder if anyone ever felt like i do or think i do at this point of their lives.
there are times when things don’t turn out like we expect them to.oh they certainly don’t. but when you least expect a bad thing to be good, the more suprised you’ll be when it appears to be more than great.
knowing him makes me think twice about my life, of what i wish to do with it and how i would see my life in the near future. being optimistic at every possible moment even when he fell ill, makes me wonder who could be happier than this man?
constantly encouraging and motivating me although things were that good, triggers me to evaluate what a professional person he is. blaming himself for the mistakes of others ultimately turns him into a divine person.
lovely as he may sound, things are really complicated.
how do people actually learn how to give up? it certainly isnt easy but why is this thought bothering me for so long now? knowing for a fact that things are not turning for the better, why even bother to waste time, right?
life can be simple if you want it to be..don’t burden yourself with unnecessary worries that would pull you back from advancing..
