simply misunderstood
How is that it seems so easy for people to get together for ever and not even a chance for me? i’ve tried so hard to become good, nice, and changed all my bad habits in order to fit into the ‘ideal gal group’.but now i realised that by doing that, i’m losing myself, who i really am.
i still get the usual excitement and thrill when i see your name pop up in my mail but was let down when i found out that you’ve gotten over me.time is always against me.wonder why…every time things turn out well, they simply wont last but when it turns sour, it takes a thrillion years to pass by.
when you said that it’s onlyl be possible for US to even happen when i go to Melbourne, my heart felt the worst pain for as long as i could remember. i really loved you and was willing to give you anything i could but i suppose it simply wasnt enough. when i hear people talking about you, i cant help but hate them for not loving you…i always wished that everyone would love you the way i do but i know that’s impossible. well..it’s just a thought anyway..no harm done.
but really, there isnt any hope for us anymore? not the tiniest bit of hope?
i’m lost for words my dear..enlighten me..
