fickle minds

why does most of the people i know have a lovely bf/gf? haiyor..makes me look like such an outcast..so sad..altho i aint really ready for one now, i feel so left out wei ..u peeps out there who have bf/gf pls make it an effort to sustain the relationship.. i love seeing my friends being happy..!!!

wow..today was such a short day..so fast it passed me by.early in the morning i was so stressed out about my mock marriage for families..then it carried on till afternoon..things were completely done and all..made me even more anxious..oculdnt eat or breathe properly.wonder how am i gonna survive the harsh world outside? oh well..i hope that all will turn out well though.

today i had quite a good time for english class…usual boring OS class..well today wasnt really boring actually..it was quite fun seeing that we had role plays..at least din hav to sit and listen to the lecturer the whole way through. as for accounts, woah..i had more than fun ..i feel like i was doing sth knowledgeable, sth fresh, sth WORTH learning!!!

other than that, i realised sth too..people always are your friends when u’re glorious, popular, doing good but not many are left when the table is turned around..perhaps only leaving those fews who are truly your friend..in this case-mine. knowing ppl from all walks of life gives me a different way of looking at things. i never try to judge thing at my first sight or that by listening to what others have to say about people..i would prefer exploring and getting to you the people by myself.

having such a yearning to further my studies to the UK, i have decided that i can play no more and have to put in my best efforts!! i will try my very best to achieve my dreams of studying in the UK since i’m no longer able to go to the US. of course my parents have a reason for telling me not to go to the US so my second choice would be the UK and i’m supposed to obtain an average of 91!!! OMG..i wonder if dat’s even attainable?

anyways, studies come first right? bf hunting can wait..so can i. i feel there’s no need to rush into things since i havent even found any guy in college who was able to keep my mind on him for more than 2 weeks!!so..BF—ZERO..hopefully for now only..wait till i have the time for one then perhaps i would try to open myself up to other ppl ..besides, according to the developmental theory…haha..no thx..was jk with the theory…no Families in my blog..no worries.bleh……..

oh yah, my friends also constantly tell me that i’m fairly capable of entertaining myself.they said that i’m able to laugh at my own jokes..and they dun have to do much to make me laugh..? is dat true? well i dun really know.all i know is that i’m pretty ticklish..can’t stand even a tinge of humour.i will jz laugh my head off..ppl might think i’m being lame or whatsoever but it’s jz me i suppose.so if u dont like, stay away…not like i care.i certainly wouldnt want ppl who dont like me to be around me..wahhaa..so mean!!

lastly, cant wait till year end!! party all night long!! omg omg…cant wait wei!!!

take care everyone~ bad weather..pls drink more water and get ample rest..!!!

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