fickle minds

oh haha..i din know you bothered to read my blogs, kenix..it gets boring as i continue blogging..haha..wonder why..jz losing the interest to blog n express i suppose.

hey, i wonder what’s up with sundays..naturally, i feel lazy and sleepy..i really cant figure out why..until today..all grown up at the age of 18..sigh..old age..lol..i used to tell me grandma i feel old, then she’d say, what about me?bleh..of course she’s older but she doesnt necessarily have to feel so isnt it?it’s like sundays normally blazing hot, the weather and surroundings seem rather dull and provoking me to sleep in the afternoons..

even typing this is making it so difficult for me..i’m like forcing myself to keep my eyes open and they are like drooping with every single passing second.someone please help me with this funny disorder..the malfunctioning of amy on sundays..

heng yong’s party yesterday was so cool although not as many as expected turned up but there were ppl i knew and missed seeing..then i met his cousin, whom i forgotten about..(OoPs) haha..not my fault..bad memory..and i saw D EtHaN.the sampat uncle to heng yong.hmm..it’s fun to have an uncle who’s not very much older than you are..it’ll basically make him like an older brother instead.

there were much teasings and accusations yesterday ..bleh..but it was great fun really..the rice n satay was good, the cake looked delicious, the ppl seemed friendly and the relatives seemed happy..it was like a modest gathering yesterday.

towards the end of the party, i went to play pool with Michael and i lost 2-1, but it was no biggie coz he knoew how to play and i didnt.i jz knew how to hit the ball without any skills whatsoever.

sometimes in life, you look at other ppl’s life, full with luxury and glamour but deep down ,it’s pretty much of the opposite..getting a super chunted car for probably no apparent reason isnt exactly how i look at life at a total different perspective..some ppl are born in rich families while others arent.However, there are certain things that money can’t buy..like your parents’ companionship and their unconditional love and protection for you.

i suppose it’s just a matter of an individual’s priority..which is more important to you at a certain stage in life..

i enjoy the times when i go for breakfast with my parents on sunday mornings and sometimes end up at the morning market nearby.we often chat in the afternoon over tea.talking about future plans and current issues.i miss those days when i get to go out with my mom for shopping trips and family vacations with my family..now i’m tied down with all the assignments in the world that it kills me for not being able to spend more time with my parents.

i dont know about you but my parents are very important to me..they mean the world to me..i know most of you would be delighted than any 3 yr old when ur parents are away but i’ll b devastated if they were to go for a vacation..

sigh,dont know what else to say already..suddenly jz lost the inspiration to carry on..i shall stop right here and continue some other day..

till then , have a smile !!

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