fickle minds

is it just me or the world is moving so slowly? desperation really causes one to think of the weirdest thing in life. have you ever asked yourself how much have you achieved in life? has that even occurred to you before? not many of you i believe.

sometimes, life is just one piece of boring story.asmuch as i want to make it interesting, the people around me aren’t making it any better for me.all i want is to spice up my dull and dead life for a bit. everyday i see people come and go and more often than not, i dont even know their names. i have made it a point to get to know my classmates.so far so good i guess? i know more than half of them already which is like 70 people? hmm…that’s not so good too i suppose since it’s already a month in college now.

hmm…ying’s bday is coming,what to buy?!! headache la..u better tell me what you want ying. or else…i wont buy anything..hehe..later you come and assasinate me in my house..no thanx..hopefully wil be able to take a break this friday. i’m feeling jaded already.at such ‘tender’ age of mine.how sad is that?

actually all i need is some interesting people to lighten me up instead of the opposite.although i enjoy myself everytime i make someone happy, i can’t think of anything to make myself happy..other than shopping that is..that’s different. there are times when i stop and realise that i have achieved nothing or maybe something but it aint significant to me.i want to do something fulfilling, exciting and breath taking.not everyone is capable of doing such a thing. whoever reads this might htink i’m being ridiculous but this is something i wish to achieve one day.

i want to feel motivated and looking forward to life ahead of me..

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