fickle minds

boohoo..out to everyone out there who happens to read this. life is too short for you to think. jz do what you feel like doing..NEVER hesitate..

hmmz..life in coll=BUSY BUSY BUSY..will always be the same.

love life= do i even have any?

after merely 2 months of college, i’m already exhausted..i have like a long way more to go ..good luck to myself..work isnt exactly pending since i dont really like last minute work..but it’s PILING UP UP UP..so many work to do lately..i wonder if i would survive.

i’ve missed so much at home because of this nonsense..and i really HATE it..i missed the times when i get to chat with my parents, drink tea over lunch, chat about everything and anything..plan stuff together..Aww man..i jz miss that like CRAZY!!

i hope all this work will one day disappear..seeing that i have absolutely NO more holidays..i’m totally devastated..oh well, this is college life as ppl say..although it is so, i still love college.i mean not exactly college college but the peeps i meet in college..

there are the ppl who praises you jz for the sake of it and never means it.

there are the ppl who smiles at you and frowns the minute you walk pass them.

there are the lazy ppl who expects you to finish up the group work.

there are those who refuses to do the work even if you ASKED them to.

there are those who EXPECTS you to smile at them.

there are so many many many WeIrD ppl anyway..

i guess one jz have to compromise and try to take things easier..but how is that even possible? i cant do that, NO-NO..

i think in my blog, there are about 3 person who actually reads it.
1.Joanne
2.Adrian(occasionally)
3.Eugene(if he’s in the mood)

these peeps are the BEST!! whoopee doo!! not to forget ms pig too..if you happen to read this entry.

i havent much to say really..nothing but loads of crap. currently blogging in college.can you imagine? but i’m not those of skip class to do stuff like this..i’m having my break now..so bored.lazy to do work..so decided to blog.

er..there’s this guy in one of my classes likes me..he’s alrite i think but not my type. friendly and loves to tease me. good looking? so so..it doesnt really matter now does it? am not hunting for anyone rite now..am not in the mood..and lack of the attractiveness..sadly.wonder wat would happen to me a yr later? after stayin in ICPU for a yr, i might as well turn out as a LAMO.without a life..wouldnt want that to happen so i’m blogging now!! haha..cant see where is  that gonna bring me.jz wana let ppl know i sometimes find the time to do stuff NORMAL human do ..not only keeping myself bz with all the WORK!!

haha..that’s all for now i suppose..hopefully i will be able to regain my old self in no time!!

have a great day!!

life is just too short to think about love all the time.there are so many other things that one can do in life to achieve greatness. going to college everyday without learning anything equals to zero, so it’s only worth it if you learn something there.be it learning a new word or making a new friend.

recently i met this very sweet guy who gave me flowers.although some of you might think this is creepy(though i too think sometimes), it actually takes up a lot of effort to think of such thing.never in my 18 yrs of life have i received a rose just because someone wants to be my friend? it’s hilarious isnt it? some people are just so romantic.however, i dont want this guy to splurge on flowers as they only last a day or two.

people who walks past me everyday seem to have something in mind.no one can ever be peaceful without a thought in their heads.can you? i’ve tried and failed so many times. knowing that some people appreciate you to the max and yet you don’t feel a thing while there are people who probably dont even know your name, gives you butterflies when they merely smile at you. well, wait till you experience that.many people think that finding a partner have to be the ones who gives you everything that you can ever wished for but it isnt like that to me..

i have other criterias that i look highly upon and certain qualities that are lacking in most guys these days…the world is so sad…haha..i was just kidding!! i love my life!! do you?

is it just me or the world is moving so slowly? desperation really causes one to think of the weirdest thing in life. have you ever asked yourself how much have you achieved in life? has that even occurred to you before? not many of you i believe.

sometimes, life is just one piece of boring story.asmuch as i want to make it interesting, the people around me aren’t making it any better for me.all i want is to spice up my dull and dead life for a bit. everyday i see people come and go and more often than not, i dont even know their names. i have made it a point to get to know my classmates.so far so good i guess? i know more than half of them already which is like 70 people? hmm…that’s not so good too i suppose since it’s already a month in college now.

hmm…ying’s bday is coming,what to buy?!! headache la..u better tell me what you want ying. or else…i wont buy anything..hehe..later you come and assasinate me in my house..no thanx..hopefully wil be able to take a break this friday. i’m feeling jaded already.at such ‘tender’ age of mine.how sad is that?

actually all i need is some interesting people to lighten me up instead of the opposite.although i enjoy myself everytime i make someone happy, i can’t think of anything to make myself happy..other than shopping that is..that’s different. there are times when i stop and realise that i have achieved nothing or maybe something but it aint significant to me.i want to do something fulfilling, exciting and breath taking.not everyone is capable of doing such a thing. whoever reads this might htink i’m being ridiculous but this is something i wish to achieve one day.

i want to feel motivated and looking forward to life ahead of me..