college is fun!!
college is fun alrite but getting to know people is superb!! i had a great time smiling all the way today in college after the lecturers threw their sense of humours at us. woke up exceptionally early this morning. drove to college and arrived at approximately 7.15am. it was chilly. and there were barely any parking left. these college peeps are mad i tell you. i wonder what time do they wake up. it’s stressful to have to reach college so early every morning but i guess it’s good in a way that i can sleep lesser. i met a handful of new friends, they are Nethia, Michelle, Jo, Dianne, Coleen, and Mira. well all of them were girls cause they were one of the earliest to enter the class. i met a guy who looks ok, had a gorgeous smile which melts my heart. he was fair and tall and had a dimple when he smiled. then i met another guy during the other class. suprisingly, there was this guy who kept looking at me..which made me rather uncomfortable i would say.but at least i know that i am still attractive to ONE guy.LoL..
oh, other than that, there was this guy who’s from Netherlands? God knows where that is but i’m making it a point to look up on the atlas later..he looks alright but still he has that angry face on him.perhaps it’s because he doesnt smile as much as i do. wow. n then i met this guy in Families class. he was only 15???!!! my god, i felt so insulted. but he was friendly so it’s not intimidating i suppose. after that i went straight to the gym for my daily workout. am totally exhausted right now..extremely burnt out really.
i am wondering if i still have feelings for him. i saw this guy at the gym who looks like him from far and i thought it was him knowing that he isnt. is it worth it to like someone who doesnt care? maybe sometimes it is but as time goes by, i’m getting worried that i might have put in my effort on the wrong person.well, i certainly hope to get answer asap..college is amazing!!! i’m definitely looking forward to what the future holds for me!! wee~
July 11th, 2006 at 10:50 pm
netherlands is holland la doink! =P
July 12th, 2006 at 5:57 pm
Whether it is worth to like someone that doesnt care for urself is depends on how u think about it. There are times that u put lots of effort in someone else but that someone else doesnt appreciate u. Just like there are some people that have always wanted to have a chance to appreciate u, but they cant. U get what i mean?